i feel like the choices i make are based on a WACC (weighted average cost of capital) curve, a logical assertion that the risks i expose myself to in the different facets of this dumb life are bouyed by the potential benefits of such undertakings. now, there’s nothing wrong with being careful. but something tells me there’s something amiss, a curveball against a seemingly foolproof way of going about my life. sure i’ve jumped off a cliff, ran across campus naked, and flew alone past the arctic circle to balance things out. dear grandkids, i wasn’t a square. unfortunately, i sit here with the stark realization that i am still awaiting the day that i venture out of my processes. throw me off my rocker! that one crazy thing that will defy all explanations, that will go against all the rules i’ve accustomed my standards to. and not something that can be diluted by time, but i want to find something, someone, that will make me drop what i’m doing and ask questions all over again. to surrender, all over again.

or maybe love is just a fallacy. :)

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  1. jik

    I don’t think you can wish for something you don’t fully believe in. Then again, it’s just me. =) Keep the faith in Love, because it is very real, and that it governs the world. =) You have a very interesting site, Mr. Lovine!

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  2. jik

    I don’t think you can wish for something you don’t fully believe in. Then again, it’s just me. =) Keep the faith in Love, because it is very real, and that it governs the world. =) You have a very interesting site, Mr. Lovine!

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  3. lovine

    anything that involves the opposite sex entails a certain amount of collateral damage. love is only real, when you’re in the moment. heheheh. thanks for dropping by ms. jik :)

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  4. lovine

    anything that involves the opposite sex entails a certain amount of collateral damage. love is only real, when you’re in the moment. heheheh. thanks for dropping by ms. jik :)

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  5. jik

    But doesn’t it also entail collateral infusion of somewhat mixed and magical emotions? =) Of course Love’s not only real when you’re in the moment. It becomes MORE real. But it’s real already, because it exists. You’re welcome, btw.

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  6. jik

    But doesn’t it also entail collateral infusion of somewhat mixed and magical emotions? =) Of course Love’s not only real when you’re in the moment. It becomes MORE real. But it’s real already, because it exists. You’re welcome, btw.

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  7. lovine

    its exists, but not always in the sphere of your existence. like knowing the larvae metamorphosizes into a butterfly, but not always experiencing it. nevertheless, you know its out there, and it happens. and its possible.

    it’s real, but its seems like all or nothing. like being a little bit pregnant. you are, or you aren’t. there is, or there isn’t. and what matters more than the moment?

    but at this point, i’m just full of shit. :)

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  8. lovine

    its exists, but not always in the sphere of your existence. like knowing the larvae metamorphosizes into a butterfly, but not always experiencing it. nevertheless, you know its out there, and it happens. and its possible.

    it’s real, but its seems like all or nothing. like being a little bit pregnant. you are, or you aren’t. there is, or there isn’t. and what matters more than the moment?

    but at this point, i’m just full of shit. :)

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  9. cecile

    or maybe love’s like a tapeworm growing in your stomach. it’s there, but it’s not there, but it’s getting longer, and then one day you realize you’re just really fucked.

    hi lovine!

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  10. cecile

    or maybe love’s like a tapeworm growing in your stomach. it’s there, but it’s not there, but it’s getting longer, and then one day you realize you’re just really fucked.

    hi lovine!

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