i don’t know why i’ve never heard of this before, but its one of the greatest truths there is.. “everything is always, and never the same.” good call, alana :)
and i am terribly in love with my neighbor’s martin.
and in a month, i’m out of loyola forever. how good does that sound? how bad does that sound? what DO i hear?
alana and i watched open mic tonight, where to our horror, the girl sitting in front of us had half of the entire length of her butt crack exposed. they said SARS was contagious, but dude, that was a health hazard if i’ve ever seen one. of course she decided to go commando in her jeans – there was just no way that any form of underwear would slip lower, with the sheer amount of buttcrack we saw. and why did alana have to bring up the image of that old lady in puerto vallarta who had ass hair? which was so long, i would actually have paid one of those peddlers to braid her ass hair for her. not to be mean or anything.. it was just an extremely odd image. weird situations call for weird comments i guess. i just hope it doesn’t happen to me. *cross fingers*
had an interesting conversation with alana. i feel that she’s somewhat of a real psychologist, and its beginning to really interest me how they think. of course the schmuck thinks i’m not strong enough to deal with whatever she thinks of me, and basically told me to figure out my life myself. well, where’s the fun in that?? although there must be some fun in trying to nitpick your brain and ego yourself, but i think that marks the onset of going crazy. and for some reason, talking about myself makes me feel selfish in a weird way anyway. maybe she was right, why do i even bother? agh.
very interesting weekend, it was ellen’s birthday on thursday and hung out with a few deutscheland kids at harry o’s. on friday was the theta formal with breanne, that was interesting as well. i had fun, i’ve never been on a formal and it was an experience. actually i was glad i was with bri, cos its not awkward to go with her and its all fun :) funny thing was that it was on fantasea one, the same boat that my sister had her reception at for her wedding.
today, i finally made it to amoeba records with alana, deidra and becky, and hoarded a few CDs. i got the CDs that i should’ve gotten a long time ago: smashing pumpkins – pisces iscariot, the singles soundtrack, ben harper – fight for your mind, kula shaker – peasants pigs and astronauts, and gomez – in our gun. the whole weekend i’ve been listening to a lot of smashing pumpkins, i just think billy makes simplyamazing music, in the most fundamental and artistic sense of the term.
well, now with this damn daylight savings crap, its now close to 4am. will i ever get to bed early and wakeup early like normal people do? but why be normal.. when at the end of the day you’re still yourself anyway. hmmmMm. Ü
finished putting up more pictures.. and trying to resolve issues with the name servers and stuff. we’ll see what happens over the next few days. i’m starting to get the hang of all this tech stuff going on. pretty funky!
had a barbecue at my house on sunday. i bought the meat 2am the night before, and while i was in bed at 3, i remembered to heat the pool. of course i couldn’t fall asleep with that troubling me, so i wokeup at 8am, turned up the heater and cleaned the pool a little bit. ah! the weather was just amazingly perfect!
thanks for everyone who went, i had tons of fun.. although we did run out of food, it was still good stuff! and now i’m back in school and back to projects and back to heartaches. guess you can’t have your steak and eat it too.
and other things are occupying my mind, of course everyone in my apartment is having the same trouble.. me, jeremy, JJ, tom.. everyone except for nick i guess. what can we say, he just has lots of hawaiian hair growing on his back. heheheh.
i’m at a loss right now. i feel this certain way, but i feel like i don’t have a grip on the situation, and i can’t detach myself from it so easily as i would want… assuming that i wanted to detach myself in the first place. this shit always happens to me. always.
meetings here, meetings there. projects here, projects there. here, there, frikkin’ everywhere.
this morning was st. patty’s, headed out to brennans at 6am to drink! its probably the earliest beer i’ve ever had. :) let’s see if there’s anything else going on tomorrow. cheers to that! :)