Monthly Archives: June 2003

i can’t sleep because i can’t figure out how to make the comments() turn gray.. i can’t sleep because its 343am, and i don’t need to wakeup for anything except for the sake of waking up.. i can’t sleep because i don’t want to.

4am, spending time reading up on the news.. there’s too much of the world to know, and too little patience for me to sit down and actually absorb what i need to know. the perils of being internally lazy.. i wish i knew more about investing, the internal workings of money markets and what not. hmm, the psychologist in me tells myself that i might just be slightly worried about the impending responsibility that being an out-of-school yuppie entails. hooray.

a few hours ago, i started calling random beautiful people from manila.. a lot of the bastards weren’t home.. and it didnt help that the people who answered the phone couldn’t get my name. “tell them that gopez called.” dima, er, maits, joy.. tangina san kayo napunta? i got to talk to ther and tray though. i miss you guys. boo!

this is awesome. if i stay up a little longer, i’ll probably go blind from the monitor. i feel light headed and slightly dizzy. this is what the summers are all about.. ahhh, festive intellectual decomposition in the comfort of your own room. the nights are mine, yes..

the valet guy backed my ML320 into a concrete pillar at a parking structure in hermosa beach. it shattered part of the bumper on top of the wheel, and hit a little part of the body panel. the bumper part is fine, it can be replaced easily, but i’m worried about that small crunch of the body – it might have fucked the whole panel over. so now i have to deal with all this shit, thank goodness the guy isn’t being an asshole about it, and we’re having it fixed. but its still a pain in the ass. i couldn’t get over how stupid you can be to backup into a concrete pillar. and that was his fucking job to say the least. today i found out that the same guy lost the keys of another car before slamming my car into a pillar. needless to say, another guy has been added to the unemployment statistic. thank god danielle was there to spot me a beer. i’ve never needed one so badly.

tomorrow i’m heading over to andre’s house to watch “takeshi’s castle”.. this late 80’s japanese show where a horde of rice eaters try to compete against being eliminated.. its ridiculous. they’re running across mazes and trapdoors, they eat shit running fullspeed into wooden walls disguised as doors, and trip on fake “rocks” in a pathway through water.. these asians man. what kooks. ;)