why do you always find yourself in places that you’d rather not be in, doing things you’d rather not do, feeling what you’d rather not feel. i’m sitting at my desk at 330am, just finished rewriting my mergers and acquisitions homework, feeling a little bit tired on all aspects of being. i need just a little push to keep me going.. this day has gone pretty sour. am performing mediocerly, and i just feel crappy. but i know this is because i’ve been expecting more from myself. bahh. its the last semester. who gives a shit?

deb called me today. i miss that girl! although the sneaky little schmuck did assign me to speak at the beta gamma sigma induction ceremony.. i wish i’d had the chance to hang out with her more, she’s totally rad. but alas, all the shitload that we have to take care of on top of the already mounting carcass of shit that just seems to popup from fucking nowhere. ahhh. life. doesn’t it smell funny?

here we go, my favorite soundtracks! jesus christ superstar, reality bites, empire records, singles, the crow, the jackal, the saint, dazed and confused.. my life, however, seems to come from the smashing pumpkins.

it’s now 3am, and i’m in the middle of finishing this website for my e-business class. had i known this would take this long, i should’ve started this a week ago. but here we are, looking for other ways to keep ourselves from falling asleep, and trying to put a little work into the site here and there. *siigh*. i feel like i’ve regressed back into my high school ways.. there were pretty intense moments of procrastination then.. and i’m just over with that lifestyle. i need to keep myself in check the next time.

but who can you blame for not having any work done.. when i was at the beach? mwehehe… hey, i’m hungry. and jessica is talking about donuts. agh.

the mexican sun burned my back. yes! its been awhile since i was sunburned, and its not a fun experience. anyway there are some good pictures, maybe i’ll post them up sometime. what’s really funny is that puerto vallarta reminded me of cebu so much! the roads, and everything. pv just seems more touristy, and the locals always thought we were canadians for some reason. we’re not canadian, eh! hehe.

digitalrice is really pissing me off. i paid for hosting 3 weeks ago and i still haven’t been able to access my account. if you want something more reliable, look somewhere else. no wonder they charge cheap.

ate a lot of dimsum on saturday. i’m allergic to shrimp, so i don’t think it was a really good idea.. but the dimsum was just damn amazingly good. after lunch with the family i lay in bed, and thought i was about to turn chinese with the sheer amount that i ate. plus my hands were turning a little numb, i was kinda worried that i would just stop breathing. hehe. but its a good way to go i guess. sunday i attended this gopez meeting, it was pretty intense. there’s a lot of stuff in the air and its funny seeing my dad and them siblings shout and be their usual gopezes… good thing my dad regulated, or it would’ve been really hairy.

leaving for puerto vallarta tomorrow. lets see how mexico goes :)

its dawning into the wee hours of the morning, and i’ve successfully installed this blogger thingie. its the start of spring break and while all my suitemates are frolicking about the UK, here i am blinding myself in front of two computer monitors. hooray. but at least i have tuesday to look forward to – puerto vallarta with my gorgeous muskets!!

its 221am.. building a new blog, and hopefully more beautiful things for the web which i’ve successfully neglected…